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goodbye 05 welcome 06 [04 Jan 2006|07:23pm] lots of things happened in 05. lots i regret. and dont. people i miss. people i lost. ..things change for reasons.. but still i havnt figured those reasons out. -my sister graduated. -i lost someone special to me --trevor highland -ive gained a best friend --erin clare - ive lost 2 though i found a guy..that was faking trevor. i had a breakdown..freaked out completely. i was getting over it.. then BAM. winter break..owned i didnt do much but still. it was amazing how was everyones christmas?/new years?> 1 Cant believe the chills I get

good times=] [13 Dec 2005|08:30pm] boy is he amazing <3 Cant believe the chills I get

[05 Dec 2005|08:07pm] so i realized none of my posts were really something that should really be said. there all pointless and dont have much meaning. im not looking to get replys, or comments or whatever. i dont even care. theres just alot in my life that i need to kinda vent. you dont have to read. up to you. whatevers easiest. school- its okay i suppose. im kinda passing all my classes exepct english. because its impossible to pass that class. next year i think im going to do this thing 2 people i know is doing. which is going to school from 4.30 to 6 and working. you graduate a year earlier, but its a high school diploma. and its just the same thing jsut less hours of school, and you graduate a year earlier. i hope that i can do that because im about sick of all the drama that comes along with highschool. its so over rated i swear. and i cant stand how myspace is the new "cool thing" its kinda pathetic. i remember when i get on myspace and like no one ik new was on it...now its you cant look anywhere without soming you know being there. its so blahhh. er. life/love- life is pretty decent i cant really complain. my mom and me have been fighting lately..a whole lot. and i hate it. but i mean thats life. she got upped in her job so now shes the highest ranking person. its kinda nice. she makes alot more now so its great. i miss trevor though. i know i complain alot about this but how would you feel if you lost one of the only people that is ALWAYS there for you. like no matter what. never turned their back on you. and no matter what happened. you only got closer. i know we did date. we dated for a bit i guess you could say. but he wasnt just someone i dated. he was like someone i looke dup to. he was doing so much with his life that only kids dream about. he was making it in the real world, he was in washington acting. he was popular,rich,acting, had everything he wanted. and then it just..it was gone. i miss him like crazy. i miss every other day..getting online at 10 exactly. and talking to him about these things, that are so pointless but yet hurt you inside personally. i use to be able to tell him all this and not write it all out and let EVERYONE else know. i miss talking for hours on end about pointless things. i miss him all together. every bit of him. he was theo ne person that no matter what brought me happiness. i wish people understood this feeling inside but i doubt they would. i loved him so much more then alot of people would probably ever know. but on spite of the bad note. and not having him here and not having someone like that in my life...i got charlie moone.. i love him. i really do. i see forever with him as corny as that does sound. he is my everything. he is the answer to alot of the things, and hes always there for me supporting me 100%. im so glad i got him and im so glad hes understanding and is helping me threw everthing...  friends- so i have pretty much lost all the friends i once had...because i dress differently then them. its kinda amusing. but i have erin. and charlie. and a feww other people that i wouldnt trade for the world i want ashley highland to know that i miss her deeply i miss our talks and i miss her knowing everything about me and me knowing everything aobut her i love her so much and she will always be my best friend becasues she knows so much more then so many people. i miss you girl<3 sooo much. 4 Cant believe the chills I get

RIP. AARON GOLD. [26 Nov 2005|10:11pm] [ mood | depressed ] rest in peace aaron michael. i just found out. ill miss you so much. we had great times together. your an amazing person. <3 Cant believe the chills I get

picss updateee wahoo [25 Nov 2005|10:24am] ( Loves A Boombox. So Turn The Fader Louder=] ) 3 Cant believe the chills I get

[25 Nov 2005|10:04am] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | forever. ] how was everyones turkey day?? so past couple of days=horrible. but last night made everything better. =] im super glad. i sure do love that boy! is the new harrypotter movie good? i wanna see it super baddd! eekk// ashley highland...where have you been missy? Cant believe the chills I get

[23 Nov 2005|11:15pm] so yep. dustin and taylor are back in action. and we are talkin again. whoop. ima kick charlies butt to=]   2 Cant believe the chills I get

[22 Nov 2005|06:59pm] [ mood | bitchy ] [ music | jamison parker. ] so i love it..how people IM me about trevor. bitching..then i tell them whats up. and they get all pissed. seriously. if you are one of those people...get a life. dont you think i realized whats happened? dont you think im extremely sad over it... use your effing heads honestly. i feel more pain then probably anyone. RIP. TREVOR WILLIAM. i miss you tons. and i always will. youve brought alot of meaning to my life and showed me numerous things i doubt id ever get unless you tought me. <3 your in my heart forever.   6 Cant believe the chills I get

new journal=] [17 Nov 2005|07:32pm] heh. new journal. yay=] lifes been getting better. back on track. im glad =] whats up with everyonee elseee! 2 Cant believe the chills I get

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